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BLOG SHIFT!

2007-03-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

click on the above for my new blog! ^__^

wtffffff >___>

2007-03-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

wtf! fine! i shall dump my whole room into plastic and paper bags la. like... how on earth you expect me to find huge cartons to pack my stuff to paint my room? or i shall use my sister's room as a dumping ground and dump everything there. then take zomgwtfbbq years to move back to my room after 2 days. and in the meanntime put up with the 'please pack your rooms cause its very messy' thing and 'whereever you go will be messy' crap. first, at least GIMME SOMETHIING DECENT TO PACK MY STUFF INTO RIGHT??? *fumes* and now its my fault cause i go out more often than last time. and who was the one complaining i always stay at home like a computer geek and seldom go out? =.='''

wtfwtfwtf >____>
i need to scream. seriously. or just gimme something to hit and mutilate. *fists itchy*

listening to: 超男日記 - 羅志祥

Posting! =D

2007-03-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

YESS!!! posting results are out! XD

woot! tech and arts management at republic poly~ XD
but i will prolly wait for my lasalle results before applying? since i don't wanna waste money and space, since the class will be small(intake 40). but a good choice to go to, in case i can't get into lasalle. plus its a new coursee, so i'll be the first batch of students(prolly) to graduate from the course XD

got my portfolio from lasalle today. i shall... work hard these few days to improve on my presentation skills for the interview! X3

listening to: king knight - ali project

alumni home coming day @ fuhua

2007-03-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

went for fuhua's alumni home coming daay today~ was supposed to meet everyone at jurong point at 12.30 for lunch first, but it ended up with me, huijin and suping meeting up at 1pm instead. ^^; went to long johns for lunch, since i won ar janken muahahaha XD set off at around 3 to grab a jacket from home, since i have no intention of being frozen in the cinema later. ^^''

home coming day was.. boring! turned out neither mr ling nor ms lee were there, and the programmes were full of OOT music. the lucky draw prizes were crap. with the exception of the first prize camera, obviously. sat around at the porch watching the rest of the guys - brian, theodore, lihao, melvin and teckwin skateboarding in school. in front of the principal, vice principal, ex-principal and discipline master. -.-''

went to jurong point again with suping, huijin and natalie to meet precious up to catch a movie. watched the lady iron chef, then went to 77th street to get myself a beanie. int he enhd, everyone felt like buying beanies, and huijin and precious went back to huijin's house to get cash for it. went down to cool station after that. huijiin tried to act pro mixing the chocolate with the milk tea, and ended up dropping suping's bubble tea on the floor. =o= chatted for awhile and went home after that, cince half of jurong point was closed and the other hallf closing.

walking in heels when your feet are blistered is a chore. ~____~

listening to: when two powers collide - kajiura yuki

yay!

2007-03-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

yay! completed my portfolio course at lasalle today. i must say it was kind of fun, and i made new friends too~ hopefully we can all pass our interviews on 10 march! X3
and i have to say, i kinda like the current lasalle campus. even though its a little run down, but it the surroundings feel cosy for some reason. maybe i just love old buildings. lol.

finished watching haibane renmei today too~ nice series, i would say. cliqued but good ending. and omfg i thought kana and kuu were guys!!! ~___~ until nemu said it'll be nice to have guys around at old home. .___.''' but i think haibane renmei is one series thaat is better off marathoned than watched weekly, since the story's quite... slow? ^^; or maybe its just me. =/

ahh well. turning in already. was supposed to sleep at 1am, since i'll have to wake up early tomorrow for fuhua's alumni home coming day. not exactly for the event, but meeting huijin and the others at 12.30pm for lunch. and the event starts at 3pm. =_='' oh well. haibane was worth my time. keke~

listening to: nagareboshi(tv size) - home made kazoku

sianness.

2007-03-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

At lasalle computer lab using photoshop to edit my moodboard. and am now super bored. lol.
and omfg who says mac is dumb?? mac is nice la! *_* i shall get imac next muahahaha XD

Pullip - Rozen Maiden Collection

2007-02-23T13:42:00.000+08:00

For all rozen maiden fans out there. 8D

Pictures taken from Jun Planning

Listening to: 時光機 - 五月天

Letters from Iwo jima

2007-02-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

I realised i'm growing damn lazy these days. =/ But i shall not blog about the chinese new year, since it'll be too damn long plus i bet many others have blogged about theirs already ^^;

Met haney and the editor of a local magazine 'Playworks' at cityhall at 2pm for lunch. The train was surprisingly fast today! o.o i mean... i left home at around 1.20pm, and i reached cityhall at like... 2pm. o.o when it normally takes 1 full hour from my house to cityhall. =.= Went over to plaza singapura with haney to get tickets forme, him, and another 5 of his friends to watch letters from iwo jima. Took the 9.30pm slot, since there weren't good seats for the 6.30pm slot. ah well. the movie was worth it anyway XD

Went down to china square so haney could get the figure for his review for playworks. Met lian there, got the stuffs, walked around alittle, and walked down to urban attic at funan. zomg i shall wait patiently and get my hands on a nice barasuishou or kirakishou figure! =D Now you know where part of my angbao moolah goes to. XD had dinner at food junction and walked back down to plaza singapura for the movie with hani and lian after that.

Its been like so long since i last watched a nice movie(the ending of deathnote 2 where light died can't even compare with the whole movie). But seeing people blow themselves up on the big screen is somehow... disturbing for awhile, even though i'm not those squeamish type of people. But i pity those guys. Blowing yourself up sure is a gruesome way to die. ^^;
And i know why japan failed at the war. Cause they kill their own soldiers lol. And they believe suidide is an honourable way to die. =o= Although its 7479305924y48590 times better than being burned alive lol.

Listening to: 化學方程式 - 張峰奇

New blogskin - yet AGAIN!

2007-02-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

yAy. ANOTHER new blogskin. Just so happened i was listening to 小丑魚 by 羅志祥, and i suddenly had the inspiration to do a blogskin featuring a lonely clownfish in a fishbowl. The lyrics was supposed too feature 小丑魚 by 羅志祥, but somehow the whole chunk of chinese words made the skin look cluttered, and i couldn't pick anything meaningful from the lyrics, so i decided to use the lyrics for 自我催眠 instead. =D

I need to blog more. this blog is neglected. =/
but i'm damn lazy.

oh i reveived a confirmation e-mail about my portfolio course. yAy. From next week onwards i'll prolly be busy with my portfolio and stuff, so expect a slow, or no reply from msn or sms. ^^;

Listening to: 退魔綠 - Energy

Post 'O' levels - JAE

2007-02-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

yAy.

??

2007-02-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

My senior when i was working at OG albert called me this morning. As i woke up to the melody of 'shissou' by last alliance and glanced at the time at 9.28am, still feeling cranky from being woken up early(to me), i crawled to the side of my bed and dunked the phone between my neatly-packed cosplay costumes. Heck, can't she even realise the fact i'm not working anymore? =.= I crawled up at 1.45pm and checked my phone. 5 missed calls. Oh well. >_>

And the problem with my creative Zen Neeon. It turned out to be because of my connected external HDD causing the problem. ^^; phew. Or i think i'll have to survive more than a week without my player liao. ~___~

yAy! More ryuuki~! X3

re-doing a quiz~

2007-02-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

LOL you can just say im seriously trying to kill time. ^^;

Turn on Windows Media Player/Winamp/whateveryou useas MP3 and put it in shuffle mode. For everyquestion,press "next song". Enter title to answer thequestion.

1. How does the world see me?
- IT'S

2. Will I have a happy life?
- Get Away

3. What do my friends really think of me?
- Omoide ni Dekinai

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
- 對手

5. How can you be happy?
- Yura Yura

6. What should I do with my life?
- Bokutachi no Yukue

7. Why must life be so full of pain?
- 這一秒我哭了

8. Will I ever have children?
- Love Slave (OMFG. OAO)

9. Will I die happy?
- Love

10. What is some good advice for me?
- 幸福的保證

11. What is happiness?
- 只有我

12. What's my favorite fetish?
- 寺廟 (wth?!?!?!)

13. How will I be remembered?
- Obsession (=.=''')

14. What is your love life like?
- 笑顔の訳

15. What's your life motto?
- 媽媽 (omg?)

16. What do your parents think of you?
- 敢不敢

17.What's your favorite hobby?
- 紅線

18. What does your best friend really think of you?
- Dust Trail

19. What's the worst thing about you?
- Sakura Kiss

20. Describe your mind
- 想

21. How will you die?
- 無懈可擊

22. How does your crush feel about you?
- Haru Urara

23. What is your wedding going to be like?
- Brand New Breeze

24. What about your honeymoon?
- Te wo Tsunaide

25. Describe the last day of your life
- Edge

26. Why does life suck?
- Mushi Utage

27. Why does life rule?
- Live It Up

28. What will you be famous for?
- Yume no Tsubasa

29. What's the craziest thing you'll ever do?
- 漫無目的

30. Will you achieve your goals?
- 機器娃娃

31. What will your future job be like?
- This Love

32. And your party life?
- Kimi to Deatte Kara

33. Overall, will you be happy?
- 為何你不來

34. Or will you just deal with it?
- Sobakasu

Listening to: the above. *points up*

nodame cantabile

2007-02-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

Went to zumi's house to help her open her EL sleeping head's eyes. Wanted to rwch at around 1pm, but i oversslept, lazed around, sewed some stuff(and pricked myself in the process cause i was still groggy from waking up early x__X), so i endeed up leaving the house at 1.45 and reached her place at around 3pm. .___.''' Met kazu there, being the 'wig stand' for the day(they were doing up a kanda wig when i arrived =/) Had instant noodles after cleaning up and stuff, then zumi showed us these super crack naruto flashes(one of which is my current ringtone xD). Left at 7.30 to meet jiahan for dinner~ X3 Lucky he met his jc friends on the way~ if not i'll feel bad for making him sir there waiting for me for so long ;___;

Watched Nodame Cantabile episode 1~~! Damn. its nice can(yea any anime featuring classical music is automatically on my 'super nice list' lol). Now im kind of addicted to mozart's sonata in D major for 2 pianos..... ^^;;

and omfg. CREATIVE SUCKS. its like not even ONE YEAR and my mp3 is faulty liao.
plus this is not the FIRST time. my previous creative Muvo^2 also broke down before one year. >_> talking about sucky mp3 players. and i've not even dropped it like... 5 times. i think i dropped my phone like... more times that that damned mp3 =.= creative seriously sucks. D:

listening to: fre@k $how - abingdon boys school

catching up...

2007-02-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

Met 2 of my sec school classmates today~ Haven't seen them for more than a month or so already. met yixuan at boonlay mrt, chatted for about 1/2 hour or so i guess? maybe more. Went to huijin's house after that. Had a short chat, collected some chinese drama starring 羅志祥(yea he's about the only chinese singer i'll buy CDs from. xD). Hopefully its nice, and no emo. Enough of the hana yori dango-ish emoness! T.T But almost all taiwanese dramas are emo. .___.'''

And i got a box of strawberry pocky from huijin! xD
So in return i gave her the pair of wristlets i made for prom, since i figured it'll be better off with someone who uses it rather than letting it rot at home ^^;

Listening to: Kouya Ruten - FictionJunction YUUKA

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

2007-02-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching episodes 1-4 of Hana Yori Dango j-drama season 2. I kinda pity Tsukasa though, having to shoulder so much responsibility on himself, but heck, i prefer Rui-Tsukushi. Cause i hate Matsumoto Jun's curly hair. >.> His hairstyle in Gokusen is 747740947647494 times nicer! .___.''' And the shopping scenes are killing me. Their clothes are ^&(%&*#@!*&% nice!! T.T

Meeting YiXuan later at BoonLay MRT. Hopefully can catch up a little with my classmates. I haven't seen any of them since EoY last year... .___.|||

Listening to: Crescendo Piano & Violin

new blogskin(again)

2007-02-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

Changed my blog layout again(lol). this time featuring Ichigo Mashimaro, cause i was bored and went to search for pictures for my new blogskin, and i had Ichigo Complete playing from my speakers. The 'cosplay' and 'photos' sections are still under construction, so bear with the empty spaces until i finally get down to resizing the pictures ^^; Skin is best viewed with Internet Explorer though. For some wierd reason some stuff just turn out funny in firefox ^^; Maybe its the editing in dreamweaver =/

Results day on Friday! omfg. Hopefully i'll be able to go out on saturday for ida's school fair at innova jc. .___.'''

listening to: Monogatari - Hearts Grow

call for the biggest WTF.

2007-02-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

i count myself lucky to have graduated from secondary school last year. reading the article about the new school rules in the school, i can't help but pity my juniors still in fuhua secondary school.

i understand the rationale behind the trimming of girls' fringes to prove that the rules are not just for show to scare the students, but given the large amounts of available staff in the school, doing nothing but data entry and minor clerical work, they could have sent an escort with the student to a nearby barber(which is a little more than a road away) for trimming, rather than snipping it off like some useless rag, or even better, extend the $5/cut in-school barber to the school's female students. suspension from school until their hair is of acceptable lengths is also a good option to take up rather than just chopping off their locks.

no jackets/sweaters even on rainy days is like pure discrimination against students with a weaker immune system than others. banning the use of jackets/sweaters until the students are unwell is like immunization after contracting a diease. what happened to 'precaution is better than cure'? does the standardization of apparel worn in school weigh over the health of the students studying in the school? why not the school issues a standard set of schooling materials: from uniforms to shoes, socks, underwear, hair accessories, bags, spectacles, outer coats, stationery, and textbooks so that everything is 'standard with no room for comparison between the lower and upper income groups in the school', and no need for concern over the colour of underwear, length of socks, colour of shoes, etc in the school. there. all issues solved.

the absence of toilet lights in fuhua sec has been on for about 2 years or more, as far as i can remember. as quoted from the vice principal of the school here, "The school also explains the reason for switching off toilet lights, that these "are efforts towards energy-saving", and that this message was conveyed to staff and students when the practice was implemented in 2005. The lights, the school clarifies, are switched on during rainy days or when the sky is dark.

the reason for switching off toilet lights, that these "are efforts towards energy-saving" - how nice. please explain the cases of the shining ccorridor lights on bright, sunny days, thank you.

The lights, the school clarifies, are switched on during rainy days or when the sky is dark. - LIES. ask ANY fuhua student from 2005 and they'll say the same thing.

oh. and whatever happened to that $10K statue strategicly placed and hidden between the bushes, currently blocked by the hugeass banners tied to the green fencing in front of the school? not to mention the fact that less than 50% of the fuhua student population knows about the existence of the statue itself.

seriously, at this rate, fuhua can dream of an increasing intake in january 2008. or even worse - face an increase in the number of transfers from the school if this continues. this may be acceptable in the past, but with all the protective parents around, rules and punishments like this will only upset the parents and students furthur.

oh well.

listening to: 自我催眠 - 羅志祥

personality quiz

2007-01-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

stolen from leo's blog.....

You Are An INFP

The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

currenttly playing O2Jam. i seriously need to unwind. ._____.

customs suck. >_>

2007-01-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

went to collect the parcel that got stuck at police cantonment today. now i can safetly say: they suck. >_>

firstly, they sent me a letter, asking me to go down to police cantonment complex at new bridge road to collect my goods that got stuck at the ICA~~fucking ICA >_>~~. and so i forced myself to wake up at 11.30am, to get there and collect my stuff by 1.30pm and meet chibi at bugis earlier. and when i reached the place(at 1.20 or sth), went through the security scans, and presented my i/c at the reception counter to get a visitors' pass, they told me i had to wait till 2pm cause the staff were having lunch. WTF. >_> luckily kagari's shop is just a few steps away, or i think i can just forget it and collect the stuff on friday.

finally, at 2pm, i trudged my way down to police cantonment(again) from the shop to collect my stuff. when i finally found my way around and got to the counter, the person in charge said: "oh. you'll have to go down to eunos to collect your article, then bring it here for inspection." WTFWTFWTF. >_> they could have just like... type a few more words to say that i have to go collect the stuff at eunos first hello?! =.= not as if i had my stuff stuck at the customs before >_> they wasted like... 1 hour of my sleep and $4 worth of transport. and another estimated 3 hours and $6 worth of transport from boonlay > paya lebar > outram > boonlay on friday.

i shall NEVER help people import dolfie swords. this is enough omg. >_>

listening to: 寺廟 - 張峰奇

work again.

2007-01-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

yay? my OG Albert supervisor called just now to ask me to be a stand-in on thursday. guess jingsheng took leave on that day. lucky its only for one day, cause i hate OG Albert. especially the security guards. >_> and omfg 10 and a half hours of chinese new year songs = pwnage. i'll be working from 11am to 9.30pm as usual, level one, so anybody who wants to can come visit me .___.

hopefully it won't be so boring. but ah well. its till 31st january only, so it isn't that bad after all.
but... chinese new year songs! T.T

listening to: sha la la -ayakashi night- - uura saeka

鐘聲

2007-01-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

鐘聲

作詞：張峰奇

作曲：張峰奇

懷念曾經學校的歲月

藍色天空歡樂的童年

有風有夢的時間裡面

似有似無的停格畫面

將所有的無聊全部給洗掉

不愉快的煩惱都給忘掉

想起舊旋律我們的回憶

當思念歌聲響起你是否聽見

想起舊旋律我們的回憶

當思念和弦響起想起曾經一起

sheesh.

2007-01-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Every single time i am at home, it turns out like this.
Just bloody move out and buy a new house for all i care whether its near your workplaces or my new school damnit.

As if anything i say will make a difference.

Listening to: Omoide ni Dekinai - Younha

-

2007-01-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

I realised i have to start working on a paayment scheme already. And that involves me paying almost all of my pay to kagari for ilaeir's freedom .__. I should be able to cough up about $600 this month, though. And hopefully another $300 worth of my chinese new year angbaos ^^; if i manage to get so much, i mean. Probobaly rounding down to the nearest 50.

I think i'll be getting my own domain soon. After i manage to figure wordpress or dreamwaver, that is. And a domain name.

listening to: ichigo complete - ichigo mashsimaro

damn.

2007-01-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

damn. when im finally at home they had to do this. >_>
plus, this isn't the first time.
if he knew all along how to do it, can't he just go secure the acrylic himself la. its bloody idiotic to like call me there to help, and in the end just keep criticising the way i'm doing it, then finally securing it himself with chloroform. i mean... its not that i'm so pissed he wasted my time, i'm just unhappy he took me as a total idiot who has never experienced that type of situation in my life. like i've never seen chloroform my whole life. heck, i've been using it since secondary one hello? =.=''

listening to: god knows - hirano aya

i got my life back!!

2007-01-16T17:02:00.000+08:00

yAy. i finally got my life back. and the first thing i did, was to sleep throught he whole morning. at least until my boss called me about my next job in mid-febuary. but i told him i needed to concentrate on other stuff like my portfolio, so i could only work till mid january, so yea. MY LIFE IS BACK! and i'm free from waking up early. at least till i have meetings and shoots, etc. XD

finally made time to watch anime. but dang - all the series are like... subbed so slow ~__~
and i have like so few animes to watch now ~_~ since shounen onmyouji, kekkaishi, saiunkoku monogatari, la corda, overture, and prince of tennis is releasing so slow. plus the downloaders crackdown is making me download small amounts of episodes a time T_T

oh well. i have tons more time to slack and do my arrancar mask then~ ^^;

listening to: brand new breeze - kanon

new skin!

2007-01-14T01:49:00.000+08:00

XD am finally back to blog. lol.
seems its been quite a long time since i last updated ^^;; been super busy since i started working, with most days on full shift from either 11am or 9.30am to 9.30pm. by the time im home, its like... about 10.30 to 11pm already? plus washing up, my dinner, and daily feed of life-saving anime episodes and msn conversations with a few friends will make my daily routine so hectic i'd rather not blog. the moolah earned is one thing, but i've been thining if it'll be better to spend my time on something more important instead, like.. sleep and my portfolio. i've been sleeping for like almost 5 hours or less everyday because of my work, and when i reach home, i just feel like slacking, chatting with a few friends, and sleeping.

argh im so gonna spend the rest of my holidays digging my brain and getting my ass down to start on that portfolio of mine. at least i won't have to rush my guts out like for my DnT project. .__. and yea, its clear im going to quit the job la. XD;;
firstly, the pay is kinda bad. secondly, the hours are crazy. thirdly, im losing my beauty sleep and my life is draining away like water running from a tap. you can basically see me everyday so lifeless i'd look better lying in aa coffin than serving customers. LOL.

sore jaa~ i gotta catch sleep
tata~ full shift later damnit. 12+h of work on sunday haiseh. maybe i should run away earlier.
but shit. i remembered i have to pack the stuff. damn. i should have told my colleague i'd be there at 1.30 instead! maybe i should sms him. XD;; but i think i'll stop after this. its either my genki self or the moolah. i choose the genki me. XD

listening to: colours - flow

oshigoto~

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

work today!!!! first day = new year = public holiday = alot people = CHAOTIC.
but at least for my side still okay. its okay after leo pointed to me the mens' bazzar thingy right out of the downward escalator. THAT is really... @.@ i think i'll go crazy if i was there ^^;; and giordano too .__.'''

lucky supervisor quite nice XD
if not i think i'll phail the first day lolol.

funny thing is, there was this couple who was looking at the shirts, and the hubby called me "ah boy'. then his wife said its 'girl' la, but he still stubbornly stuck to his stand =.='' maybe i should start wearing fluffy clothes to work. lolol.
and there was this freaking fussy customer who stood there choosing clothes for like.... 1+ hour =___='' she kept asking me if her husband can wear that size(like i know who he is or how he look like) and if the colour suits her husband. aand she got me to dig out like...tons of shirts, and got me to open like... countless packs of new shirts -__-'' in the end i quickly went to attend to another person before she could pull me back again. i kinda pity my colleague who had to attend to her for like.. more than 1/2 hour. LOL.

oh well. hope all goes well~ ^___^
happy new year(i know its late! >______<;;;) to all~ ^__^V
from me, ryuuki, ilaeir and kei~ x)

listening to: saikou no kataomoi - tainaka sachi

merry x'mas!

2006-12-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

merry x'mas to all! X)

lastly, aa ryuu/ilaeir feed! XD

another meme thingy..... again.

2006-12-23T02:11:00.001+08:00

admit im bored. lol.

#1 Single, taken or crushing?
crushing, maybe?

#2 Are you happy with your life?
quite, i guess. =x

#3 When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
i wish i knew which was the right one o.O|||

#4 Have you ever had your heart broken?
guess... not?

#5 Do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
eh? i'd rather that particular guy just break up than continue being with someone he doesn't love. there's like.. no point in it? ^^;;

#6 Would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?
depends?

#7 Have you ever talked about marriage with another person before?
eh. maybe? i don't remember.....

#8 Do you want children?
eh.. guess not. LOL.

#9 How many?
*points up*

#10 Would you consider adoption?
guess not. or maybe i will. who knows...

#11 If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way of letting you know his/her feelings?
lol. just tell me. im not as evil as... most women. lol.

#12 Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
hmm... i have.. no idea. LOL.

#13 Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?
ex? ask ryuuki and he may have an answer =/

#14 Do you believe in first love?
*coughs*

#15 You believe you can change someone?
*points to now cosplay-minded classmates*

#16 Are you romantic?
guess im not that type of person.

#17 If you would get married, where would it be?
singapore. LOL. unless you suggest a BBQ at the dead sea?

#18 Do you easily give up in fighting?
for?

#19 Have you ever wished that you could have someone but messed up?
i fantasize bishounen. LOL.

#20 Do you have feelings for someone right now?
*leaves it to your imagination*

#21 Have you ever broken a heart?
who knows? but i -may- have?

#22 If one day, your bestfriend falls in love with a guy/girl you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
eh... get over it! the reason why you're not your friend is because he doesn't like you, idiot.

#23 Are you missing someone right now ?
actually, no.

listening to: ryuusei - tia

meme thingys.. again.

2006-12-23T02:04:00.001+08:00

cause im... bored =/

from leo's blog...

You have a tendency to...
-get hungry in about an hour after a heavy meal.

. You think that the world is...
-full of boring people. or the interesting ones stay away from me DD:

. You want to...
- widen my circle of friends =/

. You hate to...
- be compared to another.

. You view the world as...
- uninteresting.

. You think that humans are sometimes worse than...
- computers.

. You behave like...
- a bitch.

. You want to...
- waste time.

. Love is...
- ermm.. unexplainable? DD:

. You like your life because...
- i have the tendency to look at the bright side of things.

Tag 7 people...
- anyone who's bored like me. mehz.

listening ti: hohoemi wo agetai - team f

naruto shoot @ chinese garden

2006-12-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

naruto shoot was fun desu~ but i wrecked zumi's nin-nin sandals /swt guess i'll have to try and sew it back for my kimimaro normal version... lol. and pass her the new ones i got from mitsuki =x

kinda my first time having a shoot at chinese garden(actually, japanese garden, to be exact), weather was kind and did not rain until near the end of the whole shoot~ *pats clouds* good job keke~ ended up napping and stacking pebbles while waiting for the rain to subside, though.

made new friends~ wakaka~ tsubaki and tj han finally i know that singaporeans DO watch animes like shounen onmyouji and kekkaishi =.=;; its like.. ask around and people go... 'wtf? what anime is that AGAIN!??' ^^;;

had dinner with chibi, leo, moomoo, tsubaki and tj han at pepper lunch @ IMM. long time since i last went pepper lunch. yakiniku~ *__* but yea. my usual sickness of getting hungry less than 1 hour after a heavy meal relapses and i had to get 3 slices of marble cake at GIANT supermart and finally instant noodles at home about 2-3 hours after that to feed my poor rumbling stomach(and here my stomach is rumbling again for more.. food =.='')

well, i just realised i have a super long list of cosplays i wanna do.
and most of them are, well, bishies =__=
so.. i'll just work hard and hope i don't screw the character.
or i think i'll return to my cosfuckery days of the past... *shudders*

kuroichou outing later! keke *hyper mode*

listening to: Brand New Map - K

OMGwtf

2006-12-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

aarrgghhh busybusybusy!!!!!

wiggy not done yet T___T
been like.. going out these few days?
hopefully i can finish my wigggy for friday's shoot...
but everything just seems so screwed la
summore i stils have to sew the prezzies for my cousins.
and i need it like... 24th?
which is like... i can only sew for 1/2 day tomorrow?
cause i still have to do my wig!
unless i back out of the shoot
then i have enough time to finish everything.
cause my wig is still swimming in fabric softener
and i have to dry it like... tomorrow?
damn the stupid rainy season. now i have trouble getting my damn wig to dry.
besides i cant blow-dry the wig cause it'll tangle.
and i have to style the parting.
and tie the hair.
and trim the back.
and style.

OMG @.@

hectic.

listenting to: scenerio - saboten

EoY.

2006-12-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

its finally over x___X wasn't really in the mood to cosplay that day initially, and styling the wig in the toilet(which took me about 0130 hours) almost made me give up totally about cosplaying that day~ thanks icha icha ramen for the support~ or i think i would have given up already ^^;;

wasn't really in the mood for the first half hour in full costume, but i guess bumping into those familiar faces did bring my mood back up for the rest of the day~ ^__^
hope everyone enjoyed the event too~ this year sure was crowded x__X think the crowd is 2 times more compared to last year? o.o||| there was hardly any space to walk around, much less pose in poses which require quite a considerable amount of space .___.

overall, im not really happy with the outcome of my costume in whole~ i'll work on the wig the coming week for the shoot on friday, so hopefully i'll do a better kimimaro cosplay than at EoY =3

anybody(friends, photographers, etcetc) who wish to send me my pictures can either email them to shinomi.saizo@gmail.com or add me in msn at shinomi.saizo@hotmail.com thanks~ ^__^

listening to: yura yura - hearts grow

smirks

2006-12-15T12:59:00.000+08:00

peihui,

you

are

SO

DEAD
.

?

2006-12-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

dang. i want candy canes! ;____;
and..and.....

COTTON CANDY 8DDD

XD EoY's in like.. 2 days? and i've yet to receive my wig~ hopefully my wig arrives tomorrow with zumi and kazu's stuff *shining eyes* i shall TELEPORT to bishan if zumi or kazu calls me up about my wig keke~ stupid peihui. i really don't trust her words already. >_>

anyway, i have many surprises lined up for EoY, but... im not telling~~~~ *cackles*

oh. and i grew bored of trickster already. leveling up is so BORING. im like stuck at level 22? if i kill level 20 - 34 monsters, i gain a freaking low amount of experience points. then if i make my way to high-level areas to attack higher-ranking ones, i get K.O-ed by those dumbasses. i mean like.. whats the point if i manage to struggle and kill a level 34 monster, and gain a mere 3 experience points, and i kill a level 20 moonster, and gain like.. 0.4 points? waste of my time. LOL. costume comes first! XD

jaa~ gotta run~ have many stuff lined up for the day~ ^___^

^^;;

2006-12-11T15:02:00.000+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words.
i was doing my bone sword, and.....

;__; now i have to mop the floor. but its actually my fault for not placing newspapers while trying to drip blood on my bone sword. LOL )

^^;;

listening to: sakasama no chou - sNow

ryuuki and ilaeir

2006-12-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

XD presenting to you.. ryuuki and ilaeir! XD

RYUUKI

Name: Ehrhardt Ryuuki(IH Lion)
Alias: Ryuu
Age: Unknown(seemingly early twenties?)
Heritage: German/Japanese
Date of Birth: 29th August
Birthstone: Peridot
Horoscope: Leo
Birthplace: Unknown
Bloodtype: Unknown
Blood Heritage: Descendent of a line of millitary commanders
Character: Haughty, and fairly proud of his heritage. Has a strong sense of justice, and a natural flair for leading. Has a fairly low temperment, unless forced to awake from his sleep.
Likes: Reading, plotting mischief, being the center of attention.
Dislikes: Insects, loud noises, being jolted awake.

ILAEIR

Name: Ilaeir Diskenth Kuthulczis(Soom R. Dimo)
Alias: Illaeir, ilae
Age: eternally 17
Heritage: Fallen Angel
Date of Birth: 16th July
Birthstone: Ruby
Horoscope: Cancer
Birthplace: Unknown
Bloodtype: Unknown
Blood Heritage: Illegimate son of a dark angel with a mortal woman
Character: Shy, withdrawn, and extremely emotional.
Likes: Being alone, reading, the beach, sea breezes, ballads, classical music.
Dislikes: Bright lights, enclosed rooms, magic, fires.
Past: Illegimate son of a dark angel with a mortal, and born with a high level of magicc power. Had always been detested by both mortals and the angels, and was kept locked up in an enclosed cell since young, as the mortals were fearful of his stagnant magical abilities.

yAy~~~~

2006-12-10T19:24:00.000+08:00

yay~~ i completed both jin's(at last XD ~~i hate iplehouse heads TAT~~ jkjk LOL) maybe im gonna repaint ryuu's head(again?! =__=) and i completed ilaeir's head too~ now i have to wait for tomorrow mid-morning before i can give him his final coating and 8DDD *huggles ilaeir* gomene~ didn't have the inspiration to paint your head T^T this time i tries something dangerous(meddling with black! XD) so hopefully it turns out right XD shall post up ilaeir's full profile and pictures tomorrow after i coat him~ <3

~_~ 6 more days to EoY!!! *freaks out* and my wiggy is not here yet =.=|||
PEIHUI!!! you ^&(%*^&(%^%$^&%* idiot *glances*
and i have to ask zumi when my wiggy will be here TAT

bone swordie final paint coatings and belt thingy left!! 8DDD

listening to: yume no tsubasa - sakura/syaoran duet version

8DDDD

2006-12-09T02:56:00.000+08:00

keke~~ *evil grin*

10 things i want for christmas:

01) Clothes for Ryuuki, Kei and Ilaeir!
02) Punk boots =x
03) CP WooSoo!!!! XD
04) Yaoi mangas and artbooks 8D
05) Mr. Super Clear(Flat) - lots of it!! 8DD
06) A good year ahead~
07) Anti-emo spells for everyone~
08) Sling bags 8DD
09) Candy canes~~my latest fetish XD~~(those HUGE ones! 8DDD).
10) Hmm... anything you think i will like? keke~

10 people i want for christmas:

01) EHRHARDT RYUUKI.
02) ILAEIR.
03) KEI!
04) Seiryuu~~yes! that smexy bastard! T^T~~
05) Abe no Yasuaki~~another smexy one TAT~~
06) KANDA YUU!!!!!!
07) Shi Ryuuki =x
08) Haji. 8DDD
09) Guren!!!!
10) any random bishie kekeke~

i've been a good girl! *puppy eyes* XD
jkjk~ as long as everyone enjoys christmas, since thats the best present! ^__^

omg.

2006-12-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

went IMM meet leo to buy kitsune mask for anbu costume at daiso~ waitied 1/2 hour for the shuttle bus =__=(okay, its FREE~~yaya cheapo i know >P~~ so what can i expect?) met kazu too pass her hers and riko's kitsune masks~ i swear im gonna repaint it. it look kinda fugly. and i think the daiso people are like.. "WTF?!" when leo went to pay.. we took like.. 7 masks?? ^^;;

and.. christmas mood! 8DD

kekekeke~ there were gold and silver ones too o.o'''

went to buy multi-purpose solution for contact lenses~
somehow, all the optical shops were sold out =__=''' so i went to watsons to get... one bottle. .__.''' and there was this promotion thingy, and the P2 promoter was like.. so poor thing, since not many people go watsons to buy multi-purpose solution, and most i saw asked her about other brands -__-||| so i bought the P2 promotion pack, which was like... 2 big bottles and 2 small starter packs(enough to last me like.. more than 1 year already) and it came with this scratchcard. and i thought.. 'oh wow! maybe i can win lens lubrication eyedrops!' so i scratched the card.... and... brought home another huge bottle of multi-purpose solution. =__=|||
so, yay? i got myself like.. 1 1/2 years' worth of multi-purpoose solution =__=||| for $19.90 ^^;; dang, they should give away rewetting drops instead of starter packs damnit. .__.'''

and yay for another 3 lens cases to my collection. =__=

oh well. time to get cracking and paint my mask! XDXD;;

listening to: brand new breeze - kanon

XDXD

2006-12-06T13:13:00.000+08:00

XDXD wiggys will be here next week! XDXD'' and 2 somemore. ^^;; peihui said the wig will be here earliest next tuesday, so i'll be using the wig that arrives fro china first ^^;;

costume going to be completed! at last~ ^__^ left sewing the yin-yang thingy and the waist rope X3 props left with a final coat of plaster and some touch-ups. anbu mask going buy tomorrow and repaint~ boots borrowing from brother in law, so yAy~~ X3X3 *EoY mood kicks in*

listening to: innocent sorrow - abingdon boy's school

LOL.

2006-12-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

so.. admit.

I
AM
EVIL .

kekeke~ >3

sian.

2006-12-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

really. the wig fiasco has really turned me off my idea and plans to cosplay kimimaro for EoY. i've been thinking that if i can't do a good kimimaro, i'd rather not cosplay at all... plus i still have finishing touches to my costumes and porps to do, and my habit of procrastinating has been pushing me back. plus recent rise of outings, stress to find boots, finish the sword, worrying about wether i'll be abe to style my wig properly when it arrives, and other stuffs have been adding on my workload ~_~

but dang ~_~ 2/3 of me doen't wanna give up the plans yet, so i think i'llbe able to pull through this~ hopefully i'll de a good kimimaro this EoY~

oh yea~ anyone who wanna buy dolfie clothes >>http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=30114<<
keke~ somehow i <3 china. XD its actually a line of dolfie clothes set up by a mother and daughter(in SO jealous!) and their clothes are FANTASTIC! X3

listening to: crescendo - stella quintet

WTF.

2006-11-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

okay. HUGE major ranting. ignore if you're siding with peihui please.

my wig. YES. MY WIG. its been like.. 2 FREAKING MONTHS since i ordered from her? and she promised the wigs at the START OF NOVEMBER. not that im impatient. but its like approaching the start of DECEMBER and the wigs have arrived yet. guess what? the shipping and western union charges were paid 2 weeks ago! >.> and her initial remark: the wigs are due to arrives LATE NOVEMBER. she promised me EARLY NOVEMBER 2 months ago please? if i had KNOWN the order would be dragged i would have paid more to get deca's wigs. good quality, good service. on time. and its not that im PETTY. im getting a WHITE wig for my EoY costume(kimimaro) who has WHITE hair. i've tailored the costume, bought everything, props, and im in the midst of the detailing and props-making. i've spent heckloads of time sourcing for my costume. and i have absolutely NO INTENTION to COSFUCK one of my favourite characters from naruto. i don't give a damn if she wants to cosfuck some character from whatever series(not that i care), but please. not EVERYONE wants to join the cosfuck family. i have no intention to continue cosplaying kimimaro without the wig. even though i have the whole costume, props, etc, i would NOT cosplay kimimaro AT ALL than cosplay a half-assed kimimaro. NO WAY IM GONNA TARNISH HIS IMAGE MAN. i've seen enough kimimaro FUCKTARDS to make me puke please.

and really. i HATE those idiots who pull people down. cosfuck for all i care. but please. SPARE PEOPLE'S EYES. i you wanna cosplay someone with PINK hair you jolly well have PINK hair. im not talking about half-assed temporary sprays that lasts for a few hours. you jolly well bleach you hair and dye it PINK or get a pink WIG. if your character has SPIKY hair, please, SPIKE your hair. i have no interest of seeing a flat-headed cloud from ffac, or a flat-headed kakashi please. >_> *sick of seeing half-assed cosplays and OOC characters when they're supposed to be in-character* cosfuck for private shoots or the comfort of your house if you want. just don't cosfuck in public events, and get upset and everything, argue that you're a fucking newbie and you don't know the ropes. don't know? ASK. lazy fucktards who don't even BOTHER to use the 'search' function in forums deserve no mercy. >_> nor do i pity those idiots who give excuses like "i have no money to pay for tailor", "i don't know how to sew", "i don't know hot to make props, propmakers charge high rates". no money? DON'T COSPLAY for goodness sake. another are those cosfucks who ignore and don't take critics seriously. and they continue to cosfuck. and argue back when flamed. i mean, everyone has cosfuck days for sure, nobody was born to cosplay. but people IMPROVE because they take critics SERIOUSLY and work harder to improve in their upcoming costumes. not get upset and everything when your costume is critisized. i had major cosfuck days okay. >_<;; oh nevermind me., im fuming over the current cosplay politics and those fucktards who think 'oh! i got costume, i wear, i cosplay!' <_<>

gammie~

2006-11-23T18:24:00.000+08:00

XD went on a gaming spree after exams lolol

soo cute!! XDXD
nevermind me im using a guy character(as usual) LOL. too bad RO's female characters look cuter than the males XD;; but dang~ trickster's males are cute! XDXD

1 more day to seeing dimo!!! am thinking of naming him shimizu fujiwara(清水藤原) XD after combining the name of the pretty cellist in primo passo and the surname of fujiwara ginzo from love celeb XD but have to see if dimo wants it ~_~ or shimizu keichi??*direct copy lol* XDXD

listening to: ??? lol

wishel~!!! <3

2006-11-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

XD went kagari's shop to collect wishel~ X3
and..and... my darling is here! X3~ *huggles dimo*
okay im officially BROKE for the rest of next year ;__; but at least i can scrimp and save on clothes for the still-unnamed dimo cause he came with clothes, and ryuu has 2 pairs of shoes keke XD
but kyaaa~ dimo is soo cute~ and pretty.. and uke! XDXD ryuu's boyfriend to keep him company while i go work/study or when im not around ~_~ now for my layaway plan.. ~_~ i need MOOLAH ;__; but dimo's headcap thingy to keep his headcap in place broke! ;__; so he's still at kagari's place awaiting repairs TAT think i'll go down on fri earlier to collect him <3
but dang, he's so cute!(nevermind the horrible faceup from his previous owner lol)
kyaaa~~~~ *drooling*

YESSS!!!!!!! wishel is officially out of its eggy! X3X3X3 *huggles kei*

his profile:
Name: Kei / 景
D.O.B: 21 November 2006
Gender: MALE
Type: Festivious
Race: Fallen Angel
Bloodtype: B

PICCIYS~!!! *jumps around*

sleeping in peace.....

his egg! <3

with ryuu~ X3

i realised its been a long time since i took piccies of ryuu to post, so.. kekeke XD

and i saw this in kagari's shop. LOL. tortise humping! LOL XDXD;;

listening to: innocent sorrow - abingdon boy's school

yAy!!!

2006-11-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

IT'S
FINALLY
OVER
!!!!!

YES!
OVER
!!

XDXD;;

relief.

2006-11-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

somehow my mood kinda gradually relieved after most of my papers... i stopped having dreams about heavy legs and not being able to run, but somehow i started dreaming of being on ATs and wrecking the shopping mall glass panels @.@!! think i watch too much air gear. .__.'''

i actually chatted with my mom today... was somehow relieved, i guess. then again, i still feel distant from my family, so .__.''' maybe i'll try to work on that after everything. gonna approach my cousin to ask about taking the fashion route... at least my mum supports my descision, but my dad still insists i take the 'normal' poly courses, even though its clear i have 0% interest in that course of study =__= but the choice still lies with me, so he'll either have to accapt it, or leave it. =x

well back to the books.....

ONE MORE DAY!!!!! *mugs*

listening to: little wing - chieco kawabe

arrgghhh!!!!

2006-11-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

*tears haair*
omfg i spent like 4 hours stringing ryuu... and his stringing is still as whacky... no.. its whackier than last time!! x__X
now not only he cannot stand, but he cant even sit straight without falling back! =__=|||
omg summore his so loose now his lower body just dangles when i lift him. but if he's any tighter, he cant even stand properly. now what =__= *sighs*
gues i'll ahve to re-restring him AGAIN. TAT

and his new facey~ its still temporary, thouugh... haven't sealed it yet 8D
i think his lips are a tad too bright.. maybe due to lighting? cause he's lips look super dark in certain angles and super bright in certain angles .__.|||
now im beginning to thinkk my skills are going down D= dang... ~_~
piccy anyway:

dou??? >.<;; im trying to make him seme in ceratin angles, and uke in another =x
guess i phail'd D: think i'll redo it on mon after my papers..... =/

listening to: tori no uta - lia

overload....

2006-11-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

just caught up with my on-hiatus saiunkoku monogatari anime XD
all i can say...

BISHIE OVERLOAD!!!!

*dies*

1 more day...... after the papers on MONDAY, im FREE!! omg~
oh yea. i came across a FANTASTIC pedeastrian crossing today!

geniuss, isn't it? ^__^
and the best thing is.. the overhead bridge is like... 300-400m away! and the nearest crossing is 2 bustops away! genius! >_>

and the person at the counter was like.. "this is flat, yo know right? it gives a matt finish" when i wanted to pay for my can of MSC >_> like.. wtf!? of course i know what in buying duh.. =__=;;

and... ryuu's currently in pieces + unpainted. lol. and i actually crammed him into a box after sanding him ^^;; demo i wanted to coat and blush him! but the stupid weather didn't wanna cooperate ;__; so ryuu has to stay like this till like.. saturday? ~_~ or maybe sunday T^T
nyaa~~ i miss huggling him already T__T

listening to: egao no wake - kaori hikita

SCENARIO

2006-11-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

SCENERIO
by Saboten
Naruto anime Ending #15

錆びた心の　
扉のかぎは　
いつも近くで　
笑っているから

形のない喜びを見つけたいから
開けるけてゆく闇の雨が降っても
言葉にならないこの大きな夢は
適えて見せる,　傷が深くなっても

信じつずけて今の僕らは
だから　目を逸らさず　走りつずけてらる
もしも未来に　光がないのにわ
とても　変えて見せる　全ての思い出
照らすよ　まっすぐ

きっと紙は僕らの心をためしているだろ
ちょっとこの夜中でこのひらを耳にしてた
きっと君わぼくらの歌えを探してるんだろう
ずっと夢の近くで歌えをつかんで待ってろ

錆びた心の　
扉のかぎは　
いつも近くで　
笑っているから

Translation
The key to
my rusted heart
is always nearby.
Laughing.

I want to find happiness that has no shape.
Even if by opening it a rain of darkness starts falling
The huge dream that can’t be voiced
I’ll grant to you even if it deepens my wound

Believe in us because then we
Can keep talking without looking away

If one day you realize that there’s no light in your life
I’ll change that, and illuminate
All your memories, directly

I bet God is testing our hearts
If something briefly catches your ear in this world
I bet you’re trying to find my song
I’ll always be waiting near your dreams to catch hold of your song

The key to
My rusted heart
Is always nearby
Laughing

somehow i just like the lyrics for this song~ <3
anybody who wants the song can ask me in msn~ ^^
although only the TV version oone is available =x

new skinny~

2006-11-12T18:04:00.000+08:00

yAy~ new skinny AGAIN!!!! XD;;
doing blogskins is... highly addictive XD

and YESS!! KANDA!!!! *dies*
kanda is ADDICTIVE =x

nvm i shall retreat back to my books. a maths on tuesday!! ~_~

listening to: innocent sorrow - abingdon boys school

updates....

2006-11-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

XD yep~ new skinny in the making~
this time.. a KANDA-themed blogskin X3 *spreads the kanda <3*
kanda~~~ the manga should feature him more!!! and the anime! T_T
make him talk more... ;__; cause his voice in the anime is <3~

*drools*
*fangirls*
*hyperventilates*
*faints and dies* @.@

now i want a kanda doll! T^T
but i missed buying kanoa... ;__; his wiggy is like.. *kanda <3*
i want my router back! stupid router died on me D= AGAIN. ~_~

listening to: fake wings - see-saw

...

2006-11-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

..... 決めた!!!!

i shall be like fay-sama and be noisy, irritating everyday!!! XD;;
so... beware..... kekekekeke~ *cackles*

LOL. nevermind me.
im high from kenshin anime doses.
and yaoi~ >P

wiggy will be here soon! X3 peihui said she's gonna remit the funds for shipping tonight~ X3 so the wiggies should prolly be here think late november XD
exams ending soon! 4 more papers dessuyo~ then after that my think 3 months of FREEDOM and my darling wishel is waiting for me~ *anticipates*

listening to: 1/2 - kenshin OP2

omg.

2006-11-10T13:15:00.000+08:00

omfg.
i just realised how stupid i was.

very.

after doing like 3 maths papers
i realised
e maths is freaking easy.

and i managed
to fail e maths
for 4 years straight.
really.

hopefully the paper later will be ermm as easy as the past year papers i did.
and pray that the whole nation fails geography elective this year.

and i also realised
E MATHS PAPAER 2 HAS SETS.
wtf.
i thought its supposed to be an a-maths topic.
but at least its easy XD;;

jaa going for exam liao... tata~

listening to: sobakasu

LOL.

2006-11-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

im bored. so...

Human beings have been responsible for damaging marine life by not only over-fishing in the seass, but also pollution.

Whaling in the twentieth century, for example, reduced numbers of most whale breeds, and over-fishinng has also affected fish breeds such as herring and haddock. Methods of fishing used by fishermen, like massive drifts nets and 'purse-seine' nets, which not only hauls up tonnes of fish, but also entangles many creatures such as turtles, whales and dolphins, who subsequently die from suffocation when entangled.

Pollution, such as the dischharge of untreated waste and sewage into the seawaters and oil spills close to land also harms marine wildlife and seabirds, as most marine life are found near costal areas. Litter in the seas, such as fishing nets, whole plastic bags, and gallon drums not only reduces movements, but also cause injuries, starvation and drowning, but also get mistaken for food, poisons, and suffocates sea mammals, turtles and shark species.

(147 words)

nevermind me. im lame and over-high from dolfie over-dosage. damnit im addicted to domuya van now T^T
I NEED CASH DAMNIT.

listening to: sobakasu - Kenshin OP1

sighs

2006-11-08T16:22:00.000+08:00

really. i have no idea if i should be happy or not. im happy to see that all the papers i have taken till now are like.. easy! =__= and im kinda sad that i had to mug so much and in the end, they came out with those lameo questions =__=||| tell me if i should be happy about easy papers or sad about the useless amounts of massive cramming ~_~ which have, apparently, caused my brain to temporarily go haywire as of monday .__.'''

oh well. 6 more papers to go~ geography tomorrow, then e maths paper 2 on friday. a maths paper 1 next tuesday and a maths paper 2 on thursday. i've decided on going for the a maths papers and im prepared to get an F9 for a maths on my cert. well, at least i did bother to try. but guess it makes no difference anyway. so might as well spend some of my last few times mugging. LOL
and then the long-awaited science paper 1 and DnT paper!!! then its freedom <3~

listening to: yura yura - naruto OP9

again.....

2006-11-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

meme thingy from leo.. again =__=|||
nvm anyway im kinda sick from reading and doing chem liao and im currently starving so XD;;

meme again from willow -.-

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: nope.
2) Wore Jeans: nope. all i wore were bedclothes and uniform =__= and underwear of course!
3) Met someone: yea
4) Done laundry: i would if i had the time
5) Went Hungry: am starving now plz
6) Talked on the phone: with janice! X3
7) Said I love you: nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: now, no. =x
9) Your friends: depends on who?
10) Tooth Fairy: gimme MOOLAH and i will
11) Destiny/ Fate: xxxholic?
12) Ghosts: OREO! 8DD
13) UFO: Universally Frustrating O-levels?

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: yea.
15) Do you like anyone?: eh?
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: i have no idea.... why not you tell me? XD;;
17) When you cried the most who was there: myself, duh. but now ryuu will be with me~ X3
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: hanging out with my best buddies X3
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: you know you can, but you cant?
20) What time is it now?: 2342

WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate~
22) Coke or pepsi: isnt it the same? o.o
23) Love or LUST: lust... for dolfies XD;;

YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: KFC!
25) Single or group dates: single i guess?
26) Adidas or Nike: adidas.
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: none.
28) Cauppucino or coffee: cauppucino. but i generally prefer mocha ^__^

YOU:
29) smoke: nope~
30) Curse: daily life plz(see next answer lol)
31) Take a shower: wtf who doesn't?
32) Have a crush: im not sure myself so ^^;;
33) Think you've been in love: *points to above*
34) Like school: never plz
35) Want to get married: depends?
36) Think you're a heath freak: heck no. LOL

IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) drink alcohol: yea.
38) Gone to the mall: almost everyday plz
39) Been on stage: nope
40) Eaten sushi: yep~
41) Been dumped: nope.
42) Gone skating: think so? forgot liao =x
43) Dyed your hair: i WISH i could
44) Changed who you want to be: eh?
45) I love: ryuuki(how many times must i say this?)
46) I hide: candy to exam halls?
47) I miss: days without exams(aka holidays)
48) I need: MOOLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seven people you would like them to do:
- ariki
- yoshi
- janice
- nathasha
- natalie
- edmund
- michiyo

=__=|||

2006-11-06T17:39:00.001+08:00

XD my row of papers officially starts today~ maths paper 1 down, social studies down... 14 more days! XDD to freedom X3 but seriously... i almost puked blood when i flipped open the maths paper 1 and read the FIRST question.

the first question...: evaluate 3 + 2(4-5)

i mean like.. wtf?!? =__=|||

oh yea. and thanks minna~ for the support and stuff X3
*huggles everyone* X3

listening to: kuryuu -nine heads rodeo show- - alice nine

???

2006-11-04T01:27:00.000+08:00

XD late night(actually.. . its early morning?) post~ =x

been super busy with stuffs these few weeks~ so busy i kinda forgot what i was busy with =__=
exams are nearing, 2 more days in fact, and whilst everyone is busy studying frantically im still half-slacking my days off like nothing~ sometimes i just wonder if i should be a little more nervous over my exams? everybody around me is like.. even more frantic over me like this then i am myself, and i really apologise to those who are really concerned about me... ~_~

demo...
shinpaisuruna~!! ^__^
i'll work harder over these 2 weeks~

tagged.. again =_=''

2006-11-03T13:21:00.000+08:00

got this from leo

1. Your nickames are...
A: van, sh, sh90, bakamiku, bwen...vanda? o__O

2. Your favourite cartoon is...
A: hmmmmmmm...

3. You are...
A: err... random? o__o

4. Your best friend is...
A: ryuuki, my dear >P and his ~~plaything~~ wishel

5. The person in your mind now is...
A: leo cause he tagged me =__=''

6. You are happy because...
A: ryuu is by my side~ *huggles*

7. You want to...
A: have more MOOLAH

8. The person you heart most...
A: RYUUKI! how many times do i have to repeat that?

9. Your hair colour is...
A: kinda walnut brown i think =x

10. 5 friends you have in mind...
- nathasha
-daphne
-natalie
-edo
-janice

THEY'RE TAGGED!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDD
A: kekeke~ *evil smile*

luistening to: kazemachi jet - maaya sakamoto

new skin - AGAIN

2006-11-03T13:10:00.000+08:00

XD;; new blogskin~ dou da? this time its art taken from the sukisyo games, featuring sora and sunao ^__^

my wishel is here! but i most prolly won't be collecting HIM(yes! i don't care my ~~sexless~~ wishel shall be a BOY! XD;;) so ryuu has to wait a little longer for his ~~plaything~~ boy to come out of his eggy =x

nothing to really blog, except my computer is fixed at last, and my internet explorer died on me, so im using firefox again after like... 2 years? LOL
and best thing - my data are still intact! >3 *quickly burns out all yaoi and anime before comp crashes again* ^^;;

jaa matta~

listening to: innocent sorrAow

offline.

2006-10-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

okay. comps all crashed, sister aking her lappy back, so i prolly won't be online for a few days to 3 weeks at the most, even worse, after my exams.

those who need to contact me SMS!! XDXD;;
thanks to those who wished me good luck in the exams~ *huggles all*

jaamatta MISS YA ALL X3

riko>> XD maro is healthy and has been drinking MILK 8DDD

offline.

2006-10-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

computer.. crashed TAT

2006-10-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

>A< my trusty little... computer -finally- gave way to the horrendous workload and crashed. T^T
my aniime and music... more than 7gb or anime sounds and j-rock mp3s! T^T
and my 11gb of BLB games, manga, anime, doujinshis...
and 30+gb worth of anime.. saiunkoku monogatari... ouran, xxxholic, deathnote, d.gray-man... etc T^T *ramms head into wall*

*sigh*

but oh well... lucky i have -some- backup animes in the external harddrive~ but TAT
and my maaya sakamoto discongraphy was 99.7% completed! WTF. .___. took me about 1/2 a month, mind you.. TAT

*mobs and draws circles in a corner*
*grows mushrooms on decomposing logs in an isolated forest*

listening to: hateshinaku tooi sora ni

yume...mitai...

2006-10-23T12:53:00.000+08:00

had this dream about ryuuki last night... not really able to recall much of the dream, but guess its kinda a hhappy thiing for oowners to dream about their dolls, yea? so total up i'd have dreamt of ryuuki at least 3 to 4 times already.

but this time, it isn't some normal dream... normally when i dream(very seldom), i usually dream of eiither chasing after something, someone,, or being chased by another; but not being able to run - my legs feel heavy, and i stumble with every step i take. but this time, somehow i was running freely in a field, jumping, the wind past me as if im flying... but i saw someone(can't recall the face) and got distracted, lost my footing, and fell headfirst on a marble flooring. was brought for a checkup, and i couldn't see clearly even with my spectacles on, and my pet dog(puppy named ryuuki) was taken from me since i couldn't take care of it in my condition.

for rehab, i was isolated in a room for a long time till i totally recovered, unaware of the time that passed while i was locked up. overjoyed, my first thought was to get ryuuki back, but when i saw him, it had already been more than five, six years, and he'd grown up fierce and distrustful, and couldn't recognise me at all... then it struck to me about how long he'd been away from me, without love from his owner, how loonely he felt... and i suddenly woke up in tears... but when i woke up, the first thing i did was huggle poor ryuu... he must have been lonely, since i've been rather busy these few months with the incomiing exams and stuff... or izit just me?

T^T

2006-10-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

TAT ryuu is officially going to be in... pieces and... faceless .__.
going to sand him slowly over 2 months practical today was not bad... att least alot easier than the prelim ones .__. but heck, i lost one darn mark to the zinc oxide to zinc sulplhate question .__. and i got 7.9m/s^2 for my speed of free fall thingy TAT i should band thhe wall, bleed annd diee .__.

oh well~ i shall stop brooding over those and start mugging for my exams~ but heck, my hands are real itchy to sand and redo the eyelid mod and stuff .__. STUDY! >__<
but i need some time off hitting books, ya? ^__^
besides, there is limited time for me to do the facceup and stuffs .__. basically, only sunny afternoons LOL.
but.. im gonna miss him..... T^T
but.. maybe i should just start re-doing the face first (<
so at least i can cuddle him.. but he'll be headless! T^T

omg what should i do.. ~_~ or wait till i finish my Os and my costume then blushh and doo him? but then it'll be kinda.. late T^T

but oh well. shall continue with my mugging marathon~ X3

listenng to: innoceent sorrow(tv size) - nightmare

darn.

2006-10-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

went to watch world trade centre with my mom. her company gave out free tickets to the department so 90% of the people there were my mom's colleagues. and they were like gg OMG when they saw me(kinda like the reaction when people first see dolfies) and it was like.. pure crack. and OMG someone thought i was sec 2!!! *evil grin* >3

the movie was nice~ especially the visual effects and the blood ^__^
before the movie there was this deathnote trailer. and i swear by ryuuki the L and Light in the movie are like.. not as good-looking as they are supposed to be. nvm me im quite particular about these stuffs LOL

and wtf my dad actually wrote downn all the dates and times of my o level exams on like almost all the calenders int he house?! wth la. like i dunno the dates and times for my own papers. and please i have like.. 4-5 original copies of my own entry proof papers? >_> being worried is like not an excuse lor. wth i KNOW my stuff and i am totally AWARE of what im doing and what i am SUPPOSED to do. and i DO have my LIMITS. but guess i'll just let them do whatever they want as long as it doesn't bother me and/or disrupt my specially laid-out plans for the next few weeks.

im a loner, afterall. ^__^

listening to: The World - Nightmare

bored.

2006-10-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

im like.. 1/2 doiing dnt folio 1/2 doing this. LOL.

Single or Taken: single
Happy about that: quite. im kinda preoccupied with my studies now, so i'll just leave that aside till then maybe. LOL
Eye color: dark brown, hazel
Shoe size: 7.5 - 8
Height: 170+
What are you wearing right now?: school camp tee + fpt shorts
Righty or Lefty: righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now?: wallet not with me. LOL

FAVORITES
Kind of pants: 3/4
Animal: puppies!
Alcoholic Drink: not reallly a fan of alcohol....
Non-alcoholic: java chip from star bucks
Month: say... december for now? cause pri/sec school has december holidays. maybe next year it'll be different so yah
Favorite cartoon: animes with good plot, good character arts, BLB/hinting, etc

HAVE YOU EVER...
Given anyone a bath: no
Bungee Jumped?: nope, but willl try in the furure if i have the cash.
Made yourself throw-up?: hmmm.....
Skinny dipped?: wazat? .__.
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: ryuuki!
Broken a bone: dislocations don't count, i guess...
Played truth or dare: duh, of course
Been in a physical fight: *nods* lol
Been on a plane: yup
Came close to dying: hmmm...
Been in a hot tub: yup
Fallen asleep in school: DD: isn't it... normal??? .__.
Ran away: nope. its kinda hard to find another shelter over my head so ya.
Broken someone's heart: i think so. =/
Cried when someone died: when, nope. after, yep.
Fell off your chair: after seeing random cosfuck pictures? YES.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i'll wait foe about 1/2 hour. after that i'll sleep.
Saved AIM conversations: AIM nope. MSN yes.
Used someone: okay this sounds so wrong .__., but i seriously have no idea. it actually depends on how the other party sees it.
Been cheated on: guess so. but not in the realtionshiip kinda thing.

WHAT IS...
Beside you: shelves, speakers
Last thing you ate: ... last night.. hotdog bun, i guess...

EVER HAD...
Chicken pox: of course!
Sore Throat: DD: i mean... who hasn't??? o.o
Stitches: almost.
Broken nose: nope.

DO YOU...
Believe in love at first sight: ryuuki, me dear. ^^
Long distant relationships: nope.
Like school: now, hell NO.
Question yourself: many times.
Who was the last person that texted you?: hmm... good question. its either yoshi, ash, or janice.
Who makes you smile the most?: ryuuki, for sure. he's like the sun of my life ^___^
Who knows you the best: guess me myself and ryuuki.
Do you like filling these out: im kinds trying to wake myself up and get rid of the morning sleepiness thingy in me?
Do you get along with your family: not really. depends.

FINAL QUESTIONS:
What did you do yesterday: went ACM with ryuu and friends.
What car/truck do you wish to have: i want a helicopter.
Have a lava lamp?: wazzat?
How many remote controls are in your house?: i have no idea. and im lazy to count.
Are you double jointed?: eh? as in? but i know CP boys are, but not ryuuki. LOL
When did you last shower?: last night around 12.30? hello!? i just woke up.
Scary or Funny Movies?: funny.
Chocolate or Vanilla: both.
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: root beer float. LOL
Summer or winter: winter.
Silver or Gold: silver i guess.
Diamond or pearl: diamond? pearls lack.. shininess. LOL
Sprite or 7up: sprite ice.
Coffee or tea: coffee.
Phone or in person: in person.

TODAY DID YOU...
Talk to someone you liked: not yet. i told you so many times i just woke up. =.=
Buy something: nope.
Get sick: nope -.-
Talked to an ex: nope.
Miss someone: hmm.. ryuuki's in the room.. should ii bring him here?? .__.

LAST PERSON WHO....
Slept in your bed: ryuuki. he's still stoning there, though.
Saw/heard you cry: i have no idea. that was like freaking long ago .__.
Made you cry: no idea.
Went to the movies with: ida! X3
Kissed you: none.
you said "I Love You" to: I LOVE YOU

EVER......
Been in a fight with your pet: .....
Been to Mexico: ......
Been to Europe: ......

RANDOM.....
Do you have a crush on someone right now: hmm.. good question. maybe yes, and no.
What book are you reading now: no book. but im reading the questions of this quiz now.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: tons~ X3
What's under your bed: tons of stuff.
Favorite sports: anime marathon. LOL
What are you most scared of right now?: hmm... that i'll be so broke i have to get money from my parents.
Who do you really hate?: insects, on the whole.
Do you have a pet?: now, nope.
Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: good question.
Are you lonely right now?: i'm alone but i don't feel lonely ^^
Song that's stuck in your head right now?: kazemachi jet
Have you ever played strip poker: nope.
Have you ever been on radio/TV: LOL. i seriously have no idea.
Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: wazzat?
Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed?: i think so. =/
Favorite Locations: in front of the computer LCD screen watching anime, beside ryuuki ^^

RANDOM (AGAIN)....
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex?: hmm.. good question.
Your Favorite Food?: guess sashimi, shisamo, beef, kitsune udon
Ever get so drunk you don't remember?: nope.
Are you too shy to ask someone out?: as in?
Hugs or Kisses?: *huggles ryuu*breed
Favorite Flower?: ... all i know is the flower i hate. =/
Have you ever fired a gun?: air rifle? LOL
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 1.
Are you missing someone right now: ryuu, kuroichou.
Have any pets that died that you miss?: nope.

listening to: every heart minna no kimochi - BoA

bazaar

2006-10-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

woke up at like.. 6am(okay.. despite the noise of 3 alarm clocks beside me set to riing at 5.30am =.=) then rushed out of the house to meet adrian at boonlay mrt then pecky and daphne at jurong east then kagari's house to meet kagari, zumi and leo to change. and yes i finally know the so-called free transport from kagari's house to ACM. not a lorry, not a van, not a car, but.. an AMBULANCE =.=;; okay. she opens a nurses' shop afterall. lol.

was quite fun setting up the booth~ and even more fun seeing peoples' reactions upon seeing the dolfies LOL. met some other doll owners and bought pink cet ears for ryuu~
now trying to order a custom pink wig from bittenbefore XD;; until her site opens bah .__. but fater the first few hours it was quite boriing. was like.. walking in and out of the bazar area. and omg we walked past lucify(and nobody except adrian knew it i think) and everybody''s first reaction was like... "omg poseurs", "wth jay-rawk" or sth LOL.

went to have lunch with nat, daphne and adrian at marina square. food was exp x__X
but nice~ aand we almost died on our way back.
first when we approached there was this band playing drums(starting)
then the vocalist started doing those j-rock-wannabe kinda screaming into the mic annd we were like.. "ZOMGWTFBBQSAUCE" =.= and yes, it was horrible =.=

ordered new eyes for ryuu too~ purple and light grey. hopefully the free pair of eyes are light blue or pink XD
been buying too mnay stuffs for ryuu..
think this will prolly be the last batch of stuff im getting for him unti next year when i get a job and moolah .__. ordered 2 pairs of boots(at last! ryuu has SHOES XD), one fullset clothing from A.D Sanctuary(YES I LOVE CHINA *8D), 3 pairs of eyes, and new eyelashes for him. upcoming will be the pink fur wig and fullstop. need to save $$$ to pay for my costume stuffs and wishel first .__.

*sigh*
my 2-week study leave officially kicks off tomorrow.
and i just remembered. MY FOLIO OMG =.=
shit. guess i'll have to rush it tmr and bring it to mr ling on tuesday LOL.
or i think he'll skin me alive DD=

listeniing to: haruka kimi no moto e - harukanaru toki no naka de OP1

music d/l thingy.. AGAIN

2006-10-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

okay. everytime the news mention the issue of illegal music downloads in songapore, i can't help but feel so darn pissed.

first. i listen to anime soundtracks. j-rock and VK, j-pop, and singles. i would be happy and will gladly purchase all the origial copies from licensed dealers locally. tell me, where the hell do i find CDs like Dir en Grey, Alice Nine, D, Kagrra, Gazette, etc albums annd singles in singapore? where the hell can i get soundtracks like Ouran Original Soundtracks I and II, Future Soundscapes I-IV, Blood+ Osts, anime theme singles in singapore? argue thet HMV sells them fine. fancy paying $72-$80+ for a SINGLE CD or single. i WOULD if i had the money in hand. but darnit im just an average SECONDARY FOUR student for god's sake. if you wanna put a ban, fine with me. but please consider the stands of us fans before jumpiing into conclusions.

Then argue that we can always buy them ONLINE. im okay with that.
#1 im a student with an average weekly pocket money.
#2 i don't have a credit card for god's sake. neither do my parents want to lend me.
#3 the overalll costs, inclusive of shipping, from US or Japan to singapore, can easily blow up the total cost to more than $80. and yea. i've gotten CDs online from japan before. a plain normal soundrack costed me $86, incusive of shipping(bulk shipping,, mind you. it was a mass order.)

conclusion:
if you wanna put a ban, at leastmake the CDs and music we listen to be able to be found in singapore, and AFFORDABLE. i don't see why US Cds are heck loads cheaper than japan ones. it makes sense that the nearer the country the cheaper the shipping. taiwan is about the same distance from singapore and japan, i don't see the price of ONE CD going up to $80+. small market, but i doubt the market is SO SMALL that they only ship in like.. 2CDs from japan? and the CDs are not even japan edition! it says "FOR SALE OUTSIDE JAPAN ONLY"

oh nvm me. im just sooo fuming whenever i hear the news

listening to: haru no katami - hajime chitose

results

2006-10-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

LOLOL for ONCE in my upper secondary life~ not THAT good, but at least its ALOT better than my previous results =.=;;

english : C6
chinese : B3
e.maths : E8
combined humanities : E8
combines sci(phy/chem): C6
design & tech : A2
a.maths : F9

L1R5 = 33 ^^;;
L1B4 = 25 keke

I NEED TO MUG!!! >.<
but these marks is BEFORE moderation XD;;
hopefully they willl pull up my england .__. C6 is just too... horrible DD:
and my MATHS!!!!!!!! wth its like 42/100?!!??? just gimme 8 pathethic marks to pass for the first time in 4 years ;___;

oh well..... x___X

listening to: kazemachi jet - maaya sakamoto

more new faceups~

2006-10-07T20:49:00.000+08:00

XD did some new faceups recently~ all the heads featured below are kagari's dolls. and hoho~ i FINALLY mastered how to draw pretty eyebrows keke *grins* reaally, i was just randomly stroking on the brows when i realised: HEY! i think i got it! XD;;

a CP Shiwoo head for starters(YES!! at last i goot to paint one of my favourite headsculpts~ XD). kagari requsted for me to do the half-released cursed seal for sasuke, so here it is ^^
wanted to give him pinkish-natural lips, but it looked funny cause it didn't go really well with the rest of the faceup ^^;;

secondly, a Domuya Fay(random head kagari picked out from her collection of blank heads lolol). First time doing a faceup on a female sculpt, but kagari wanted me to mod. the head to a male one, so i sanded the nose a little sharper and steeper(okay. shortcut: a more 'shiwoo' nose lol) it was when i was workinmg on this head when i finally realised how to draw thhe brows ^^;;

keke~ hopefully i can polish my skills more and start doing commissions XD;;(yes, i know i think to far lol)

listening to: Brand New Map - K

OMG!!!!!

2006-10-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

ryuu was feeling rather bored at home today, and he happened to notice, for the first time(which is like omg so long .__.), the shelf of manga near my bed...

ryuu: i thought i see manga...... *turns head*

ryuu: GOSH! manga! *gasp*
me: =.=;;; you've been here for allmost half a year, and you didn't see it?!?!??? *smacks forhead*
ryuu: *glances* you have a problem with that???
me: o.o;; ^^;; umm... nope...

and before i could complete my sentence..

ryuu: *already at the shelf trying too reach for the mangas*
me: *smirk*

ryuu: i KNOW i can reach it!!! *tiptoes*
me: *LOL-ing*

ryuu: *turns head* human. get the book for me.
me: *still LOL-ing* get it yourself.
ryuu: fine...

ryuu's attempt.....

ryuu: *pulls out domuya box* im SO gonna get the books MYSELF. *heaves and pulls box out*
this is... heavyy..... *tugs*

ryuu: human.
me: hmm??
ryuu: get the box up.
me: ... get it up yourself.
ryuu: *glances*
me: ...... fine..... =.=

ryuu: *stands on box* finally... *starts choosing manga*

after spending like what seems ages, he finally settled on reading souleater.....

ryuu: *reads* ..... oh my.... *blushes*
me: ...?? *goes behind to peek*

me: O.O

LOL. ^^;;

2006-10-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

gahhh~~~ i think my brain is in a horrible mess right now... can't seem to concentrate properly .__.
have to start doing DnT again... making a rack for the chips upon request of the teacher .___. although our marks have beenn submitted already, but the moderators haven't came by yet, so he wants me and the others left to continue and try to improve our artefacts and folio <_<

and im sooo looking forward to my new wishel~ X3 although i don't think its been ordered yet, but still, *__*
came up with all sorts of names for him/her in class today(you know i never listen in class anyway, lol~)

if wishel's a boy:
-ren
-tooru

if wishel's a girl:
-rin

if wishel's a devil:
-kyo
-kuro

if wishel's an angel:
-miki
-fuuri

other random names:
-kazumi
-kyo
-aoki
-ginko

so far this is what i came up with~ lol~
i think im a wee bit too panaroid .__.
but oh well~ ^^;;
krill shall wait till next year X3
but i may not get krill~ maybe a bambicrony or latidoll XD
okay, i admit im currently obsessed with tinies ^^;; they're so darn cute! XD

as for my future doll plans... was thinking of getting EL special from luts, and buying a seperate female body for a female EL twin XD but ELs are so common... so maybe i'll get another 60cm boy, a bambicrony girl, and MNF EL girl~ >3

BUT

i'll have too see my cashflow first. ^^;;
hopefully i can get a job next year to support cosplay and my darlings~ X3

listening to: Loop - Maaya Sakamoto

melted

2006-10-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

watched the last episode of ouran(finally lol) ~ the ending is really good, compared to other animes i've watched~ and funny too X3

nyaa~~
suou haruhi, or haruhi ootori???
~~or hitachiin haruhi maybe? lol~~

but in the end, we still didn't get to see tamaki-mama's face! T__T(or did they show already??? o.o) but actually i quite like tamaki-eclair pairing~ X3 somehow they just seem so.. compatible .__. *flees from screaaming fangirls*

oh well~ whats over, is over, isn't it? guess i'll have to chase the manga again... *sigh*
after my o levels, i guess? ^^
gotta channel another portion of my ~~fantasizing~~time to my studies(again... TAT)

maa ii ka~ ^^
lucky most of the series im chasing either ended already, or has become uninteresting, or undergoes a l-o-n-g subbing process, so its actually not too bad for me, as long as i refrain from d/lding any other coming series except deathnote and d-grayman ~ >D
the long awaited D-GRAYMAN!!!!! XDXD

*hypers*

listening to: Mata Ashita! - Ouran Host Club

sighs

2006-10-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

.___. just when i thought i finally passed e--maths at 50/100, the marker had to minus 1/2 marks here, 1/2 marks there, and now im left with a phailing mark of 48. wtfh. >_>

harukanaru toki no naka de~!!!!!

okay. randomness. but ZOMFG yasuaki iss so darn *_*
andandand~
THE NUE IS SO DARN BISH DAMNIT! >_<
*curses at the demon(or whatever his name is)* why did the nue have to die!!! TT^TT

okay.enough randomnes =x

chinese was crack. i passed at 57.5/100 LOL. i knew i shouldn't retake LOL~~okay i admit i didn't even study LOL~~
oh well~ england was darn jialat. heard thhat there were like.... only 7 passees in 4A?? think our class had alot lesser =x oh. and i ~~proudly~~therefore announce that i PHAIL'D english for the 2nd time in a test, first time in an exam. LOL. my summary was shit so ^^;;
but surprisingly i did darn well in geog(although i still phail'd) but my social studies dropped. LOL. its always like this <_< either social stuudies or geog. LOL'd

listening to: Haruka Kimi no Moto e - harukanaru Toki no Naka de OP1

edited blogskin

2006-10-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

edited my blogskin. pulled the textbox longer for my blog posts, edited the colour schemes, and navigation column title boxes ^^ currently its a ouran theme, seems that i just can't get enough of ouran =x and i was thinking, why not have an ouran theme? since im sure its not only me who wants more ouran... heheheh >D

image in courtesy of ouran high school anime soundtrack part 2, title boxes in courtesy of ouran anime ^^ colour schemes and font colours are all by me, basic codes and layout by evone, background music in courtesy of ouran high school anime soundtrack part 1, track 14(sakura kiss for string) by hirano yoshihisa.

actually, the music is just to bring the mood up, in case i was feeling really bad and blogged something that really traashed the mood, at least there's the life(okay, mood. lol)-saving music XDXD;; if you happen to be playing your own sounds while opening the window, just click on the 'stop' button, or the red crosss on the browser toolbar beside the ''refresh' button to stop the music ^^

listening to: Nocturne for Orchestra - Ouran High School Soundtrack Part 1

nvm me .___.

2006-10-01T02:13:00.000+08:00

oh well~ im high on anime today(okay i mean yesterday .___.) don't feel like sleeping now... maybe its because there are really too many things in my mind now that keep me awake... or maybe its just me .__. nevermind. since i don't feel like sleeping and happen to have time in my hands, i shall make this a very l-o-n-g post kekeke~ mainly of random stuff i wanna type =/

somehow i think im creating trouble for others... especially my sister .___. just because i didn't wanna go malaysia with my parents, she has to stay at home to look after me because my parents do not trust me enough to live by myself. sometimes i really wanna tell them, but its so hard to convey the words to them without hurting them, that i've grown up already, and i wanna be independent and learn to take care of myself, while they can still support me when i fail, instead of living in such a sheltered environment and stretching my hand out for everything. but the hopes they put on me just makes it even harder for me to try and break free from the 'cage' i am in now. i don't mind keeping everything to myself, taking in all hopes, carrying the responsibilities... but i can't help but feel so helpless - i can't even have them to trust me in such a simple thing as taking care of myself!

sometimes i just feel so down, useless, helpless, i find myself an eyesore, starting to hate myself even more, ending my life here and then; but as i think, what will be of my parents? how heartbroken they will be? who else will be there for them? most importantly, who else will there be for them to lay their hopes on? everything will be shifted back on to my sister. as if she hasn't enough problems now to deal with. but to my parents, im just an oblivious kid who lives in an average family, unaware of anything but myself, guess i'll just keep it at that, i'd rather put up an act, follow along, than let them worry about me. but sometimes things are just too much to bear, i just feel like breaking down, letting it all out there and then. maybe this is the reason why i dislike people who are forever ranting about dying, commiting suicide; if you need help, or a listening ear, just ask. im sure, amongest your friends, there will be someone who is willing to help you, lend you a listening ear, a helping hand. taking your own life is selfish. think about others around you. your family, your friends, you're not alone. if maybe you tell me the world's population is currently 1(thats you only), i'll laugh my ass off and point to myself. aren't you talking to someone now? ^^

but...

its these that made me who i am today, i guess? life still goes on, like it or not. so, why not? ^^

oh~ nevermind me. im still high on anime at this time of the night(OH. its morning now, i guess ^^'') LOL.

listening to: NOTHING! *pulls funny face* unless you count the typing on a dell keyboard LOL(told ya im high and laming and everything here is pure randomness. im amazed you even survived till the sentence .___. so, as a reward, i shall give you pocky~ XDXD)

harukanaru toki no naka de

2006-09-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

nyaa~ im officially addiced to harukanaru toki no naka de .__.
demo its nice! >.<
and full of pretty boys *_* *drools*
nyaa~~~~~ I WANT YORIHISA AND YASUAKI!!!!! *dies of over-bishieness-dosage*
nyaaa~~~ now i really wanna get a krill and name him yasuaki .____.
BUT.
the cash ;___;
and krill may not want to adopt the name T_______T

andandand... im so gaddarn tempted by wishel's new tinies! TTATT its so darn cute, comes at random(you wouldn't know how it look until you crack the egg open) and costs 100USD!! 100USD OMG ;___; considered cheap for such a nice mould .___.

so... krill or wishel tiny?? ~.~
i feel like ordering krill now ;____;
he's so darn pretty .___.
but i have to paay for my costume! .___.
although that can wait......
OMG should i get krill now?? *paces up and down the room* ~.~

im so darn indecisive .___. but i feel like getting ducan too ;___;
ducan? krill? wishel tiny?
aarrgghh!! i think im going crazy!! @A@
*dies*

listening to: flowin'~ukigumo~

Flowin'~Ukigumo~

2006-09-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

Flowin'~Ukigumo~
Vocals by:
Asakawa Yuu
Kuwashima Houko
Haruka Naru Toki no Naka de
(ending theme)

Download Link:
http://download.yousendit.com/AC1801320A304C3C

Romanji
itsumademo tsudzuite'ku ano sora kagayaite
nagare yuku kumo o oikakete inoru

sunao ni ienakatta ano kotoba ga ima mo nokoru
kako to genjitsu dake ima mo kokoro kizande'ku

SAYONARA iu nante dekisou ni nai kara
kono takanari o mou ichido dake shinjite mitai no

kiete ita ano omoi wa hikari to tomo ni yomigaette yuku
toki o koe sagashite ita sunao na jibun ni au sono hi o

itsumademo tsudzuite'ku ano sora kagayaite
nagare yuku kumo o oikakete inoru

furishikiru ame no oto nazeka yasashiku hibiite iru
hateshinai jikan ga sukoshi tomaru ki ga shite'ta

nanika ni michibikare arukidasu watashi o
dokoka de dareka mimamotte iru... sonna ki ga suru no

kiete ita ano kioku wa ima azayaka ni irodzuite yuku
tooi sora ukande iru tsuki dake ga shiru hontou no jibun

kiete ita ano omoi wa hikari to tomo ni yomigaette yuku
toki o koe sagashite ita sunao na jibun ni au sono hi o

itsumademo tsudzuite'ku ano sora kagayaite
nagare yuku kumo o oikakete inoru

Translation

That sky that goes on forever shines
Chasing the clouds that flow by, I pray

Those words that I couldn't say truthfully still remain
The past and reality are now being engraved in my heart

Because I can't seem to say goodbyeJust once,
I want to try believing in those violent heartbeats

Those feelings that were fading are reviving with the light
I'd been crossing time and space searching for the day I'd find my true self

That sky that goes on forever shines
Chasing the clouds that flow by, I pray

The sound of the pouring rain somehow echoes softly
I had the feeling that endless time had stopped for a while

I feel like someone, somewhere is watching out for me
As I walk led by something

Those memories that were fading are now returning in brilliant color
Only the moon that floats in the faraway sky knows my true self

Those feelings that were fading are reviving with the light
I'd been crossing time and space searching for the day I'd find my true self

That sky that goes on forever shines
Chasing the clouds that flow by, I pray

speaking the truth, i felt a little... kinda at loss when i first heard this song? somehow that feeling just got into me .__. maybe its just me... or somehow i feel that the song reflects how i feel about my life now...
btw, if the link is not working and you wish to have the song, just request it from me on msn, or tag my tagboard and i'll renew the link ^^

listening to: Haruka Kimi no Moto e - Seki Tomokazu, Miyata Kouki, Tahahashi Naozumi

FINALLY!! X3

2006-09-27T11:10:00.000+08:00

finally!! after half a year together, i managed to extort some personal info from ryuuki X3 to prevent mee from converting to ducan and krill >D

Full Name: Erhardt Ryuuki
Pronounced as: e-ra-har-to ryuuki
Birthday: 29 August
Astrological Sign: Leo
Prestige: German/Japanese

XD thats all he would disclose... >.<
but =D *huggles ryuuki more* he's just SSOOO DARN CUTE!!!!! X3X3
*mobs*

listening to: school boys - yamoto

crash in - Part II

2006-09-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

XD janice, charmaine, yoshi, nat and jodie crashed at my house again today~ XD janice brought rei here for a new faceup, nat and char tagged along to watch anime(yAy!! t3h HARHISM!! HOO~!! XD), yoshi crashed in a little later to fix his (gundam)model kits, and jodie crashed in to slack XD watched some *coughyaoicough* before yoshi and jodie arrived~ and think janice got traumatised by the *coughshotacough* anime XD watched sukisyo episode 13~ wanted to scar yoshi, but... LOL. ^^;;

oh~ and rei's new facup~ ^^

wanted to give him a bit of Ducan's faceup, but think it didn't go very well, but doesn't he look so... femenine??? omg... XDXD next up i still have the unfinished sasuke commission that has been on a standstill for *cough3monthscough* ^^;;

jaa~ off to watch ouran.. no wonder i thought ouran had 25 episodes! i actuaally missed the release of episode 24 and watched episode 25, thinking it was episode 24 >_> *smacks self* think im going crazy these few days DD:

listening to: Go!!! - Flow; Re:member - Flow

dream...?

2006-09-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

slept unusally long these few days... normally i'll automatically wake up around 9am? these few days slept till like 11.30 to 12 .___.|||

dreamt of something wierd... don't really remember the details, but its about being chased by some unknownthing/person/whaever ^^;; but everytime i have dreams, its always me running, but my leags are too heavy to run, so i could only walk... and even walking takes so much effort i would have to take a rest every few steps >.< guess it reflects myself in reality... wanting to escape, chase my dreams, but is forever chained down by responsibilities and expectations from others. and the last funny thing about my dreams is that i can feel pain .__. for some reason... .__.|||

listening to : ikuoko no chandelier - alice nine

KTV madness~

2006-09-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

XD went KTV to celebrate zumi's bade~ the place was not say horrible, but not that nice .__. the 1st room we went, the remote + song chooser was spoilt. the 2nd room... was used by SMOKERS. damnit. its AIR CONDITIONED summore. wtf >_> and i stunk of cigaratte smoke till i went home and got changed.... TAT but it was still fun~ X3 played pool too~ XD won once lost once keke. XD

went douby gauht to meet jodie, janice, etc for dinner X3 and ZOMFG RENBRO IS SO DARN NICE CAN??? >.< *kowtows kyoist* dinner was crack. 1st they served us the wrong food. then after that when janice ordered butter lemon sause(and said the wrong stuff), =the poor waitress came to us with BUTTER. LOL. ryuu was like smirking at our silliness T^T

ohoh~ and ryuu got his new wiggies today~ X3 he looks darn BISHoujo CAN?? XD especially in the wine pom-pom wig XD so cutee~ XD and the blue wig is &$&^%^)&$* NICE on him! X3X3 *dies*

lastly. happy birthday to both jodie and happy advanced birthday to zumi? XD;;

listening to: no pains no gains - malice mizer

crash in~

2006-09-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

XD leo, pecky, char, edo and yoshi crashed in my house today~ somehow the dolfie-clothing-making turned into a tution(for poor yoshi aww~ >P) and random file-sharing session keke XD;; but it was still fun~ XD okay. WHOSE'S HOUSE NEXT??? 8D XD;;

finished off the final touches of ryuuki's new faceup~ finally got the guts to do some face blushing for him~ <3 next up will be cleaning, re-sanding and body blushing foor him <3 X3 aww~~ *huggles ryuu* some he looks SO DARN CUTE i wanna hug him foorever X3~~~~~ *mobs ryuu*

OMG HE LOOKS DO DARN INNOCENT KEKE XD

the angle~~~ <3

kyaa~~ X3X3

*gLompage* XD

one last one... (more,, yes MORE!!! MUAHAHAH XD)

nyaa~~ kawaii deshou?? deshou?!?!?? =3 kekeke~ XD
ohoh and this is FUNKY XD
http://chzbrgr-of-doom.livejournal.com/277553.html
^ thanks janice for the site X3 *huggles*

jaa~ see you guys tmr(for those going for the KTV and dinner)~ XD
ryuu's in an extremely good mood now so XD;; *huggles*
but maybe his face is a tad TOO pinkish.. ^^;; oh well. as long as i like it. kekeke XD;;

listening to: obsecure - Dir en Grey

XD rants + new facu-up ^^

2006-09-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

XD practical today was a disater TAT
1st : i spilled water and oil all over my table before the exam even started.
2nd : the bunsen burner and lighter died on me AGAIN.(its always ME. .__.)
3rd : i READ the instructions WRONGLY and had to re-do the whole chemistry paper.
4th : my pen kept slipping when i wrote down the answers for the essay questions due to the spilled oil and water for physics .__.
5th : i FORGOT to study for displacement of metals and it came out for the paper. WTF. .__.

and its officially 3 of us left~ in DnT DD: me, peien and eddie >.<;; so next time it'll be just 3 of us in the whole classroom .__.||| oh well.... ^^;;

kaykay~~ RYUU TIME~!!! XD updated on ryuu's new faceup~ XP he's in a surprisingly good mood today XD and he looks UBER CUTE in this faceup omg! XDXD *dies* now i can't stop looking at him o___O

OMG i think he looks kinda hawt XD;;

XD one of my favourite pics XD

other side =3

OMG THIS IS *_*

XDXD too bad i cant cuddle him to sleep today... his lips are not sealed yet ^^;; and i havent blushed his face .____.|||

listening to: tori no uta - key

cloth and ryuuki goodness XD

2006-09-21T16:37:00.000+08:00

ryuuki goodness:

the newly-modified version... X3 made the eyelid look more refined and shaped~ ^^
now trying to blackmail some info from ryuuki.... i've yet to know his birthday(he says its supposed to be a seccret T^T), surname(he says its funny so he doesn't eanna tell .__.) and age(T^T)

listening to: bouken desho deshou? - hirano aya; obsession - see-saw

gigaloo wannabe

2006-09-20T20:42:00.000+08:00

XD went town to catch a movie with ida~ XD was extremely last .__.||| so we caught the 1pm movie at cineleisure instead XD and we sbeaked in modanyaki! XD and OMG OGURI SHUN IS <3~ *_* *dies fangirling* *hyperventilates* he os ZOMFG CUTE~~!!!!!! *drools*

ohoh~ i got animeage october issue(BLOOD+ COVER OMG XD) today too~ i was LUCKY and managed to buy the LAST COPY at kknm, since both bugis and orchard kino were sold out ;__; *phew*

ohoh~ and i boight cloth for ryuuki's clothes~ X3 one is a 2-tone wine+blue oriental cloth, and the other is a black with red dragoons oone XD still deciding which should be the kimono and which to be the obi ^^;; but think i damn lucky la. the owner sold the cloth to me at $10/metre(he sells normally at $12/m and $18/m to foreigners lol) ccause i am a student keke XD

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listening to: sakasama no chou - sNow

DONE~

2006-09-19T13:59:00.000+08:00

YEP~ its DONE~!!! XD my whole artefact is oofficially 100% done and 100% working execpt for 6 ~~miserable~~LEDs XD now my last step to full completeinn i know i can finish within 1 hour - EVALUATION! YES! EVALUATION! XD and i mass accumulated the pictures to be printed already. keke. >D

pictures, as i had promised~

the artefact.

ITS WORKING! XD (thats no.4 in braille, if you're interested to know XD)

lastly, the presentation photo~ kawaii dehou?? =3~~of course la! i make one leh! XD~~

LOL *dodges flying stones* boos to DnT teacher who tricked meh. *pulls funny face* he said moderator coming to school to check our work today lor! >_> that idiot. oh well. at least i finished it already. keke. >D

listening to: owarinai yume - best of inuyasha(soundtrack)

urgh.

2006-09-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

folio is oficially 98% done. *phew* i made it. XD

watched inuyasha again... i mean.. continued from where i stopped XD;;
omg but that yearn to watch it wasn't that great, so its easier for me to put it aside for my studies etc. only watch it when i have the time, though. in 2 days i watched about 5 episodes i think? from 146 to 151. have 16 more episodes to go i think.... =/ although i just watch for leisure... but after watching for some time, i finally realised i have loads of wierd pairings in my head now.

>> jaken X sesshomaru.
>> inuyasha X miroku.
>> sesshomaru X inuyasha
>> shippo X miroku
>> inuyasha X shippo
>> inuyasha X naraku
>> sesshomaru X naraku
>> inunotaishou X sesshomaru
>> inunotaishou X inuyasha

YEA NARAKU AND SESSHOMARU IS SUPER HAWT XD right now i think i can even come up with all the different styles thay can do man XD;; shota, incest, paedo, whatever you can think of, yea. ^^;;
ohoh! and i d/lded this nnew SHOTA ANIME OMG!!!
and its so darn nice XD
PICO IS SO BISH DAMNIT XD and mokkun XD OMGOMGONG too bad its also censored haiseh. .__. but its so far the only shota anime i found? D: shota is cute~ XD

listening to: fukai mori - do as infinity; raion - jinn

stupid sotong.

2006-09-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

yea. stupid me lost my wallet today. .__.
1st time losing my wallet in like... 6 years? >.<;;
and i lost my ez-link student pass, posb atm card, house key and $15!! T^T
i know im stupid. idropped the black pouch containing these stuffs on a bus.. TAT
went back to the bus interchange to search the bus.... it wassn't on the bus...
guess someone took it already... TAT

NAZEDA?!?!?? TTATT
nvm. i only have myself to blame for beiong so careless >< and to think i loved that silver posb atm card! T___________T

and i got mistaken as a foreigner/mixed blood/japanese again today. LOL. by my EoY team members ^^;;
but oh well. its worth the better service in singapore. LOL.

listening to: four seasons - namie amuro; brand new world - V6

nostalgia

2006-09-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

my jetaudio player suddenly played inuyasha anime opening and ending songs today... the songs made me feel kinda nostalgic, thinking about the past when i first watched inuyasha(the first anime that got me so immersed in japanese animation and culture), and everything from then on till now... time really flies, its bbeen about 2 years already? since i embarked on this road... but thinking back, if i had not watched the first episode of inuyasha by accident that night, i wouldn't have met kuroichou, ichaicha ramen, ida, kagari, poyo, haruko, etcetc these friends~ *huggles them all* and not to saay my darling ryuuki~ X3 *huggles*

all hail the anime, manga, BL, cosplay fandom! X3

listening to: one day, one dream - tackey and tsubasa

pecky's house XD

2006-09-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

yep~ went to crash at pecky's house after my papers today~ her mom wanted too see a dolfie in person, so i had to bring ryuu to her place at tampanies XD went to changi airport to send janice off to thailand XD then slacked at the viewing hall till 7.30 before wwe left for pecky's house again for dinner XD her mom's cooking is nice lor! X3 hope her mom allows her to get a dolfie X3

sidenotes of the day:
-universe of light! XD
-inflicted more damage on poor yoshi. ^^;;
-wasting time is FUN. XD
-saw many COSFUCK pictures today XD

damn.

2006-09-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

damn. think ii screwed up my chemistry paper today. .__. i thought crude oil would come out! .__. and i forgot to study blast furnace >_> wtf. .__.

and my dad totally ruined my mood for the day. i mean like.. im not THAT stupid as to be late for my paper nor play truant during exams right? just because i tend to take a long time to drag myself off my bed doesn't mean i'll be late for school just because he's not there to wake me up. its like... he thinks im still a primary school idiot who needs people to wake me up in the morniing. please la. im like 16 going 17 already so PLEASE don't treat me like some single-digit-year-old kid. i can take care of myself, not that i DONT WANNA prove it, just that they don't even give me the CHANCE to do so. so... its my fault? or does he expect me to wake up at 5am myself everyday just to let his brain register that i CAN wake up MYSELF when i go off to school at like 6.50? no point right .__. and i HATE being treated like a KID. >_>

a-maths tomorrow! >.<
need to rush folio again.... at least mr ling is happy with my artefact. hee. XD
im PROUD of it kay! XP~

listening to: te wo tsunagu - youhna

.___.

2006-09-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

e maths prelims are OVER. chemistry and bloody chinese tomorrow. I WANNA SKIP THE CHINESE PAPER DAMNIT .__. maa ii ka~ ^^;;

DnT ddue again tomorrow. stupid epoxy putty screwed my artefact, so im now using PAPER to cover up. okay i don't need anyone to tell me i'll confirm get major scolded my mr ling tomorrow. .____. now waiting for my glue to set~ then later in the night i'll fasten the sides of the display with silicon sealant to make it look nicer ^^;; whee~ folio time~ ^^

then again~ thanks leo and ad for helping me with my maths yesterday~ X3 guess im lucky that 80% of the stuff came out for today's paper. LOL. XD

maa~ ashita mo gambarimasu~ ^^b

listening to: thank you - home made kazoku

;___;

2006-09-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

prelims officially start today. folio and project to be handed in tomorrow, but my evaluation and some parts are not done yet
and my artefact is still in pieces. i'll bring it tomorrow, anyway....heck care la.. i'll spend the next 2 weeks over prelims to complete it before the moderators come =x
IF mr ling allows. IF. .__.

think theres something wrong with my left eyes.. its been itching and nowit kinda hurts... hopefully its not because of some insecticide that accidentally got in when i was spraying it just now ><

jaa gonna go do some light reading for tomorrow's social studies(heck who ever studies for engligh paper 2 you tell me? XD;;)

sidenote: i finally completed all the CGs and events for ENZAI!! wohoo~ XD shall spend my time on angel's feather and silver chaos after my prelims XD

listening to: Panorama - maasaki endou

edited

2006-09-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

maybe im kinda stressed afterall. i just got so irritated all of a sudden i feel like walking straight into a wall and falling 50 storeys down .__.

think i should catch some sleep now...

to some people(you know who you are X3)>> thanks for the support and concern nya~ X3 *huggles*

okay. think thats about that. gonna catch some sleep and wake up early tomorrow for school

i dun feel like going anywhere, doing anything. i feel so distant with everyone. or is it me who is building up that wall between us? i want people to understand me. i don't want to. i want too be surrounded with friends. i wanna be alone. i wanna open up more. i don't feel like talking. why am i so self-contradicting? i just feel like shutting myself back to that world within me i've tried to ignore for so long...

ggfied

2006-09-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

zomg im going ggfied already... @_@
i can say my folio is 3/4 done, BUT i realised its freaking THIN.
AND. i TOTALLY FORGOT about the pictures till now omg! ><
darn the evaluation. think i should go and bang wall now. .__.
its like ZOMG i suddenly remembered out of nowhere that i NEEDED to take pictures of and PRINT out these pictures for my project evaluation which is like ZOMG my parents are bringing the camera overseas till wednesday! .__. darn that memory of mine man ._____.'' nvm. shall plead mr ling to let me miss the few pictures and stick them on before the moderators come to the school. now i freaking don't give a damn i get C5 or C6 or A1 A2 just freaking be able to pass up will do. lol.

okay. i know im desperate. .___.
argh all i can blame is myself for major procrastinating and not doing my work on a regular basis. lol.

demo minna shinpaisuruna~ ^^ everything will work out in the end~ >D
as kai had said, 'nankurunnaisa~!' X3(yAy for blood+ wohoo~) XD
think i've gone nuts already. D=

yoshi>> think i most prolly cant go later... >A<
cause my sis insists i stay at home and finish up everything and study geog .____.

listening to: endlessly - itou eri

omg

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z0mfg someone said the suzumebachi looks COOl OMFG. *dies*

http://sgcafe.com/showpost.php?p=1415818&postcount=4028

kyougen

BLOG SHIFT!

wtffffff >___>

Posting! =D

alumni home coming day @ fuhua

yay!

sianness.

Pullip - Rozen Maiden Collection

Letters from Iwo jima

New blogskin - yet AGAIN!

Post 'O' levels - JAE

??

re-doing a quiz~

nodame cantabile

catching up...

Hana Yori Dango Season 2

new blogskin(again)

call for the biggest WTF.

personality quiz

customs suck. >_>

work again.

鐘聲

sheesh.

-

damn.

i got my life back!!

new skin!

oshigoto~

merry x'mas!

another meme thingy..... again.

meme thingys.. again.

You have a tendency to...-get hungry in about an hour after a heavy meal.

. You think that the world is...-full of boring people. or the interesting ones stay away from me DD:

. You want to...- widen my circle of friends =/

naruto shoot @ chinese garden

OMGwtf

EoY.

*smirks*

?

^^;;

ryuuki and ilaeir

yAy~~~~

8DDDD

omg.

XDXD

LOL.

sian.

WTF.

gammie~

wishel~!!! <3

yAy!!!

relief.

arrgghhh!!!!

overload....

SCENARIO

new skinny~

updates....

...

omg.

LOL.

*sighs*

again.....

=__=|||

???

tagged.. again =_=''

new skin - AGAIN

offline.

offline.

computer.. crashed TAT

yume...mitai...

T^T

darn.

bored.

bazaar

music d/l thingy.. AGAIN

results

more new faceups~

OMG!!!!!

*melted*

*sighs*

You have a tendency to...
-get hungry in about an hour after a heavy meal.

. You think that the world is...
-full of boring people. or the interesting ones stay away from me DD:

. You want to...
- widen my circle of friends =/

smirks

sighs

melted

sighs

edited